Brian is coming into town...

Yehaa..



This night is supposed to be christmas night, where some people will sing "Santa is coming into town", and having their celebration. For them who are not celebrating Christmas, at least this weekend is 'pay weekend' or 'weekend setelah gajian' where everybody tend to get around the shopping mall and spend their money (And Jakarta tend to be in traffic everywhere on pay-weekend =P ).

And for me, I am going to sing.... "Brian is coming into town"....

Hahahahah..
Actually by having a son, I hardly can explain how grateful I am, how exciting the experience in spending time together with him, and how GLAD I'M AS A MOTHER! My son is becoming the center of my attention, my priority.
But at the same time, all of my activities, even on the 'pay weekend' is around him.
Today I've just had his hair cut, then bought a new shoes for him, then let him play around in Pondok Indah Mall, and then really wanted to go home as he got so sleepy. See??? I even never think about my needs or my own refreshing.
The Christmas holiday where we supposed to have holiday, is a full time for My Brian.

Well, surely I'm happy with that! or.. maybe I'm too dedicated to my son?
Hahahahahah...

Or... not like the other Mother, that doesn't work at the office, so their time at home is plenty, and they could do this and that when the baby is sleeping (like what I'm doin rite know...)
Or... not like the other Mother, that work at the office, but live in the same town with her parents, so in the weekend, Mother and Father could hang up or watch movies in the theater, and their children is with the granny..
Or... not like the other Mother, that have several baby sitters or maids, so they juz can leave their kids and have their own business.

I'm none of those mothers. I'm not a full time mom coz I'm working, but my mind is full of him!
Hahahahah....

So... in this holy nite.. Brian is coming into town, bring me thousand of gifts...

his smile.. =)

Life is unpredictable

It's been couple of months ago when I posted some notes down here.
And today before I start to curcol, I incidentally re-read my previous notes, when Brian is still 3months. I was surprised to find that, I have ever said "I miss office". Wow!
That note is in contrary with the one that I'm going to write rite know, about how I hate office!

All the things change in a sudden. The time when I wrote it, is when I was about to back from pregnancy leave. Times when I have a very nice boss, a solid team work, some lovely office's friend. I used to have an environment that make me fill high spirited to come to the office. To do the best that I can!

I never predict before, that my boss is going to leave me, my friends are dissapearing one by one.. That I didnt get any promotion but my responsibility is getting higher.. And stuck with boss who were too much demanding!

well, life is unpredictable that my working life is becoming messy compare with 8months ago.

Sadly, I can not quit from this office as easy as ussual. I have some reasons to hold me here. It means that day by day I will have to face the boss who I dont like.

I do really hope, by knowing that life is unpredictable, this annoying situation will chanpe in a sudden.

ABRAKADABRAaa !!


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