I'M CRYING IN THEATER

This is valentine's day, and ended up by watching "PS. I Love You" in Setiabudi this nite. Well, it's not because i have planned, coz everything went incidentally when I decided to watch a movie before I sleep.And I never expect myself to cry in the middle of that movie coz actually i'm not in blue or even in love. My mood is not romantic at all this valentine, and I pick that film only to follow the others.

Anyway, I am writing this not for discuss bout that movie.
I write it here because suddenly there are lot of things in my mind that ruin my head, need to be shared. Hm.. those desires lately make me wanting sumthin that I don't have, or not supposed to have.. or not ready to have? Yeaa... I'm dreaming bout having lot of times imagining and then create some story or any other writing all the day, watching people and get inspiration. Fiuh, seems that my 'artistic' sense is now a bit dominating ya?

Do you think I cry because of the film was so romantic and make me dying?

Aah.. then U are all wrong.Let me be honest that at this moment, I don't believe in madly love. Means.. Love is exist, but it's wouldn't be that mad or crazy. People crazy because they are drunk, not because they are in love.
Hey hey hey.. this is valentine rite? stop discussing the essence of love!
Ha ha

One thing or more in the movie has touched me deeply.

- When Holly suddenly let her hand off Gerry (1st time they met and fall in love). Holly said that she didn't want to know his name, didn't want to make any further arrangement, didn't want to continue their talking, and just dissapeared from this man. Freak Uh? This lady crazy in crush, but choose to stay away and run? Stupid!
But. that's very our gender! wakakaka.

- When Holly tell the secret's secret to Daniel (he's very confuse of woman being. They are completely messed up, complicated. What is actually woman want?) Holly's answer: Woman actually doesn't know what they want! that's the key
Aha.. once again, it's the bigest secret you man should understand.

- When Holly finally realize her foolish expectation bout being accompanied by Gerry (who has already died..) and she run into her mother and cry.

Aiya... Never expect myself to cry..But it did.

D U now understand why I cry?

HAPPY VALENTINE!