Laskar "Bunga Seroja" Pelangi

Picture above is one of the saddest moment when Ikal try to chase Lintang his best friend, the one who give him best spirit to keep studying and learning

Mari menyusun seroja.... bunga seroja....(aaa..aa)

Hiasan sanggul remaja..... putri remaja

Rupa yang elok dimanja.... jangan dimanja..... (aaa..aa)

Pujalah ia oh saja.... sekedar saja

Mengapa kau bermenung oh adek berhati bingung....

Mengapa kau bermenung oh adek berhati bingung....

Janganlah engkau percaya dengan asmara....

Janganlah engkau percaya dengan asmara....

Sekarang bukan bermenung dalam termenung

Sekarang bukan bermenung dalam termenung

Mari bersama oh adek memetik bunga..

Mari bersama oh adek memetik bunga..

Stick With You

I don't wanna go another day...So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up, throwing their love away.. But I know I got a good thing right here, that's why I say

Nobody gonna love me better... I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher... I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me.. I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way... I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day.... So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our privated lives, ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me

And now... ain't nothing else I can need
And now... I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you... We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about people hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me and that's all that counts
So don't you worry about people hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me and that's why I say

Nobody gonna love me better... I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher... I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me.. I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way... I must stick with you

Let me Dance!!

Skarang niy, lagi gak doyan banget lunch di basement PIM. knapah? becoz u will pass something in basement that will move out your dream. haiyaaaaa
Trus, kinda romantic sense blowing out my head (nobody done, this is my pure insanity..) and the song below is so beautifull. "Will you let me dance?"

You can dance... every dance with the guy who gives you the eye, let him hold you tight...
You can smile... every smile for the man who held your hand neath the pale moon light.
But don't forget who's takin' you home and in whose arms you're gonna be... So darlin' save the last dance for me

Oh I know... that the music's fine like sparklin' wine, go and have your fun...
Laugh and sing,but while we're apart don't give your heart to anyone.
But don't forget who's takin' you home and in whose arms you're gonna be... So darlin' save the last dance for me

Baby don't you know I love you so... Can't you feel it when we touch.
I will never never let you go... I love you oh so much

You can dance... go and carry on till the night is gone and it's time to go.
If he asks if you're all alone 'Can he walk you home' you must tell him 'no'
Cause don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arms you're gonna be... So darling,save the last dance for me

Ini cuman LAGU

Dengarkanlah kasih
Satu kata yg kuinginkan...
Sebab ku tak sanggup membaca matamu... mendengar inginmu...

Nyanyikanlah kasih
Satu kata yg kuinginkan...
Sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan rasa ini..
Sebab ku meragu, pada dirimu..

Mengapa sulit mengaku cinta, padahal ia ada
Dalam rinai hujan, dalam terang bulan
Juga dalam sedu sedan..
Mengapa sulit mengaku cinta padahal ia terasa
Dalam rindu dendam.. hening malam..
Cinta
Terasa ada..

D U KNOW WHO SINGS THIS SONG?

Conquer everything?

Let's open this session with a good song, from Ahmad Dhany arrangement, and Dewi-dewi style..

Tatap matamu bagai busur panah... yang kau lepaskan ke jantung hatiku... meski kau simpan, cintamu masih... tetap nafasmu wangi hiasi suasana...saat kukecup manis bibirmu...

Cintaku tak harus.. miliki dirimu.. meski perih mengiris.. iris segala Janji

Aku berdansa di ujung gelisah... diiringi syahdu lembut lagumu... Kau sebar benih lamun jiwamu... namun kau tiada menuai buah cintaku... Yang ada hanya.. sekuntum rindu.. / Malam-malam ku bagai malam seribu bintang yang terbentang di angkasa bila kau disini, tuk sekedar menemani tuk melintasi wangi yang slalu tersaji di satu sisi hati

Do you see the woman with glasses in right? Hm.. what do you think? I am gonna wearing glasses? No... no.. I am wearing glasses.. but mostly with contact lenses. HEY! that's not the point!

I feel like I'm facing difficult times recently, esp in facing many people annoying. But what should I do then? Get mad and sigh? Complaining situation and angry all the times? That's not the solution.

Karakter orang emangnya beda2 kan yaaa.. dan my Dad has ever said " Nabi yang super baik aja masi ada yang benci sama dia" So, kita yang sudah berbaik-baik pun gak bisa mengharapkan akan menerima perlakuan balik yang sama. Terus? mosok musti balas dendam cih? Well, i'm not nabi or that perfect human. I'm just someone who try to do the best in everything and breath and act with love. Terlalu hiperbolis? maybe... target memang kadang gak bs smua diterapkan. Teori memang ga smua bs jalan dlm dunia nyata. And what do you learn?

1> Kenali karakter orang. Ada sisi positif, ada sisi negatif. Jangan cuma melulu mikirin sisi negatif dari orang lain. Coba gali dan pelajari sisi positifnya juga. Gunanya apa sih? Ya supaya kita bertahan menghadapi org tersebut. At least, she or he has something good to be learned. At least, he or she is POSITIVE.

2> Lebih jauh lagi, kenali like and dislike orang. Kita mungkin akan balik menunjukkan like dan dislike kita secara personal. Tp sekali lagi, menguasai dan dikuasai dlm pergaulan itu hrs seimbang. Means, ga bs kita mlulu yg pengen dimengerti, tp kita jg musti bs menyesuaikan dan mengerti orang lain. Itu strategi. Itu seperti adaptability utk bertahan. Ada saatnya kita mengeluarkan komando, tp ada waktunya kita mengalah. Just find the best timing for everything.

3> Tulus. Spread the love. Kalo cuma mikir untung rugi, guna or gak guna, Yea... kita akan bersikap gak adil sama orang2 yg 'kita pikir' gak ada value addednya. THAT'S ALL WRONG! Seharusnya belajar dari anak2 yang lugu dalam melakukan sesuatu. It's not about gaining something from others, but about spreading love and try to make your surrounding comfortable. And that is what we will give to God, and to any people. Be nice, be kind, be lovely.. Trus gmn klo kita masih jg dpt perlakuan sentimen? Keep nice, keep kind, and conquer the situation!

I choose the title "conquer everything" It's about conquer your problem, conquer situation, with strategy, with briliant ratio, but also with sincerely love.

and May God will help. amin.

ps. I learn so much from many teachers surround me. Thanks all.. thanks God. --- Jimbaran Bali, Saturday afternoon ---

Pergi Cinta

Kalo di frendster kukatakan bahwa suasana hatiku digambarkan melalui lagu2 yg aku gandrungi, jujur, skrg aku lg bingung banget milih lagu di winamp. Ganti mlulu dan ga pernah ada yg sreg di telinga (coz biasanya aku bs ulang 1 lagu mpe 20kali, penghayatan.. hehehe)
Tapi ada satu lagu yg tiba2 pengen aku tulisin liriknya disini, bukan karna cocok sama kejadian hidupku, tp krn.. well.. I dont know I want to dedicate this song to someone.. not now.. but someday.. I will ask you to read it.
(maybe..)

Terlambatku mengartikan cintamu
Kusadari saat kau menjauh...
Terlambatku memenangkan hatimu
Kusadari setelah kau jauh...

Berat hati menerima kehilanganmu
Lepaskan aku..
Saat kau memilih dirinya..

Pergi cinta... Lupakanlah aku cinta
Kurelakan dia ada di pelukmu..
Pergi cinta... Hapus bayanganku cinta
Kurelakan dia.. cinta
Sampai akhir waktu
Kau kan bersamanya....

Dee... gw lg banyak mempelajari cara utk survive dlm segala hal. Gak gampang.. berkali2 gw kepentok dan jatoh. Tapi ada satu yg gw kangenin dr semua liku2 yg sedang menghadang gw..
Family
Gw kadang iri ngliat tmn2 gw yg ga perlu ngrasain merantau kayak gw.. yg dr kecil ada di keluarga yg nyaman dan hangat, dipermudah dlm segala hal, dibantu dengan fasilitas2, ditemani, di lindungi, sementara gw mungkin ngrasain hal itu cm skali setaun pas lagi mudik lebaran.
Pfuh...
Tapi gw bangga kok dengan jln yg dipilihkan Tuhan.. artinya, ada maksud dibalik semua pengalaman, ada hikmah dibalik semua kejadian.

Satu lagi miracle yg kadang2 bikin gw bergidik
Gw dr kmrn berharap dengan pasrah supaya laptop gw rusak, n diganti kantor ama yg lebih oke. Tapi gw gak ngrusakin tuh laptop, gak pula gw banting2. Gw cm mngharapkan itu terjadi, tp pasrah aja.
N it happen!
miracle.. semakin membuat gw bersyukur akan kebesaran Tuhan. rahasianya emang cm satu sih dibalik semua doa dan permintaan..
Yang dikabulkan adalah yang diminta dengan pasrah dan iklas
Yang dikabulkan adalah permintaan yg emangnya layak dan siap utk kita dapatkan. Dan alam pikiran manusia ga bs tau itu.

Selamanya Cinta

Taken from original soundtract Cintapucinno, a very sweet song.

I've been falling in love with this song since I heard it from 1st time. After seeing the movie, more I become crazy bout this song coz it's filled by such a romantic sense of the story.
Frankly speaking, that movie isn't good. Maybe the story's quite famous (never read it, only heard from a friend), but the way they make it into a movie is very bad. They cut the important scene that make me confuse bout such a decission. How come a woman prefer to choose a guy from the past that comes incidentally, more than her nice boyfriend that has planned a wedding party? Foolish game..

Selamanya Cinta

Di kala hati resah.... Sribu ragu datang memaksa ku
Rindu smakin menyerang...
Kalaulah aku dapat membaca pikiranmu... Dengan sayap pengharapan ku
ingin terbang jauh

Biar awan pun gelisah... Daun-daun jatuh berguguran
Namun cintamu kasih terbit laksana bintang... Yang bersinar cerah menerangi jiwaku

Andaikan ku dapat mengungkapkan perasaanku
Hingga membuat kau percaya
Akan ku berikan seutuhnya rasa cintaku
Selamanya, selamanya
(Rasa cinta yang tulus dari dasar lubuk hatiku)

Gw lg males berurusan dengan cinta dan segala tetekbengeknya. gw cukup dengan ngeliat tmn2 gw lg bego gara2 cinta.
CAAAPPEEEE deeehhhhhh

God help me, maybe ya?

Sorry.. sorry.. I know it shouldn't be such a question, coz God will always give help (and problem also, I guess.. =p). But it's kinda exciting time yesterday where I couldn't stop smiling and joking and laughing. For almost a month, My sleep, my meal, my entirely time are not good. Thinking, analyzing, estimating, *halagh*
The situation that we couldnt predict at all. And I spent to predict the worst thing. Become very nervous, afraid, and worry bout what others will do.
Thanks God..
Thanks God..
That's the only thing I can say bout today.
I have tried to find the possibility that could be happen to me. and the best possibility has occured.
Still there are some problems to be handled, but the biggest part has been passed!
Now I'm ready with my path, to walk over..

Maybe God help me ya? OF COURSE!!!! aaaaaaaahh... it's my deep and looonggg breath...

If I forget to say my prayers
The devil jumps with glee
But he feels so awful awful
When he sees me on my knees

So if you feel of trouble
And you never seem to move
Just open up your heart and
let the sun shine in

Dengan segala Romansa

Embun di pagi buta.. menebarkan sejuk pagi.. detik demi detik ku ingin.. inikah saat ku pergi.

Oh Tuhan tolonglah dia.. berikanlah aku hidup.. Tak kan kusakiti dia.. hukum aku bila terjadi

Aku tak mudah.. untuk mencintai..

Aku tak mudah.. mengaku ku cinta..

Aku tak mudah.. mengatakan.. aku jatuh cinta..

Di dadaku.. hanya untuk cinta.. Tirakatku hanya untuk engkau

Tiada dusta.. sumpah ku cinta.. Sampai ku menutup mata...

Dengan segala romansa.. apakah itu cinta? Dengan segala kerasnya hidup dan pengalaman, sanggupkah romansa berdiri tulus tanpa dihujani keterbatasan manusia?

Dengan segala romansa.. dimanakah kamu berdiri?

Bagaimana cermin menggambarkan rupa dan hatimu? Bagaimana sore menenggelamkan cahayamu sedikit demi sedikit? Bagaimana tuntutan norma layaknya debu yg melahirkan polusi-polusi batin?

Dengan segala romansa.. Dimanakah nurani bergayut manja meregang kekakuan sejenak? Dimanakah ada pagi sejuk dan bersihnya udara? Dimanakah pengertian dalam dibalik tembok pengorbanan?

Aku rindu keterbuka'an.. keluguan.. dan nyamannya percaya..

Dengan segala romansa...

Aku ingat mama..

Love, Sad, and Life

If love was a bird then we wouldn't have a wings
If love was a sky we'd be blue
If love was a choir, you and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar, you and I could never win
Speak in never at out our part
If love is the bible then we add lots the sin
Cause is not in our heart

If love was a fire then we have lots the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light and we've lost in the dark
Left no one to hold

If love was a sport we united on the same team
You and I destined to loose
If love was an ocean then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

Girl I know we had some good times
It's happened now we are to say goodbye
Girl you know about you I can't deny
Can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I

Know it hurt so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this winding room we lost the trust
So I walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so...
why don't you go your way
and I'll go mine
live your life and I'll live mine
you do well and I'll be fine
cause we better of ...so much better of..
so much better of.....

actually I really dont know which one is better. Gosh....

Hot Rainy Day

Cikarang itu panasnya ampun2 sampe2 ujan2 gini malah jd anget :D

Kemarin waktu malam minggu, makan di resto plaza.
pretty nice krn 'tumben' ada hiburan akustikan (jadi inget masa2 ngamen dulu.. hehehehe)
dan aku pun turut bernyanyi dan berdendang..

Tuliskan kesedihan semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
kapan kita kan bicara, dengar hatiku..
Buang semua puisi antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia, sesuatu yg ku sebut itu cinta

Yakinkan aku Tuhan.. dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu.. waktu.. hapus aku
Sadarkan aku Tuhan.. dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu.. waktu.. hapus aku

Trus..
yang ada org2 disitu melongo kali ya gara2 gw kliatan begitu bersemangat n menjiwai?
:D

No, dont make me far from God

 I would fight.. not to ever fall too deep... never show that love would grow...
Now at night.. as I lied me down to sleep.. I could never let you go...
and lying here with you.. I still cant believe it's true.. never thought that I would ever find the love that last forever

Be the man that's mine...
find the love that never goes away..
be the heart that now will be... the one that beats for me, be the man..

used to be scared.. if I would ever get this closed.. not afraid to touch you now..
long before I knew.. i'd be making love to you.. dream that maybe I would oneday loose myself in someone,
someday... BE THE MAN THAT'S MINE
i always try to find the love that never goes away
be the heart that now will be.. the one that beats for me, be the man..

take me.. where i've never been.. i would follow you.. you'd never be around
i would run.. I run to you... i never thought that I would ever, find the love that last forever.....

tell me we will always be together..make a say u love a swear forever
be the heart that now will be.. the one beats for me...
wherever you might be..
always be with me..
BE THE MAN..
==============
song by Celine Dion

dear dee... lagu itu tiba2 terus dan terus ada di kepalaku. padahal ntu lagu lama n gak sengaja aja ketemu pas lagi ubek2 file mp3ku. pfuh.. dee.. skarang ini aku cuman pengen berdoa.. smoga kesadaranku akan cinta, tidak membuatku jauh dari Yang Kuasa.
Amin..

Kelinciku...

Lagu ini.. dinyanyikan oleh orang terkasih.. dan hampir membuatku meneteskan air mata.

Kelinciku.. kelinciku.. kau manis sekali
Melompat kian kemari.. sepanjang hari..
Aku ingin menemani.. sepulang sekolah..
Bersamamu lagi.. menari-nari..

hanya 4 baris lagu.. but mean so much...

tujuh belas plus plus

actually
I have set almost all of my mind, my heart n my soul to be home. i mean... yea.. i'm ready for home n plan many thingz to do there. it's like an employee that would move immediately from her work to another office n she will feel a lil bit "boring" n "useless" in the last day work. am I rite?
tmn2 lg pd sibuk ma urusannya masing2. proposal lah.. mid lah.. kerjaan lah.. mudik lah.. pdhl aku ndiri dah g punya urusan lg. yea.. many thingz that I consider to be hard has passed one by one. bersyukur sih.. ternyata Tuhan memberi banyak kemudahan. tp GAK BETAH BOOO NGANGGUR BEGINI!! yea yea.. tinggal sehari lagi n i would be home. there I'm gonna be a lil buzy. dont worry beibeh..

Kemaren si enot ultah. hihihi.. kita kerjain abis ampe dia nangis2. hwakakaka.. i used to be there.. hihi.. tapi buat ultahku yg tinggal beberapa hari lg ini kok aku gak ngarepin apa2 yaK? hehe... malah klo boleh kok aku blum siap utk 'berulangtahun' ya? kenapa?krn.. kok mo nambah umur kayaknya 'achievement'ku gini-gini aja.. nothin spesial. klo boleh stay di umur 20 boleh gak sih? mpe skrg jg klo ditanya umurnya brapa..?? jawabnya... "tujuhbelas plus plus" wakakaka..

OIYA.. ada crita lagi..kmrn ada sesuatu yg lumayan membuatku semangat sepanjang hari n senyum2 seharian
pas lg ke warnet deket kos buat posting prendster.. iseng2 ngubek2 lagu n ACCIDENTLY IN LOVE hehe.. maksudnya in love ama lagu2nya itu lhooo.. lagu yg duulluu aku cari2 mp3nya tp trus lupa krn susah dptnya. lumayan byk.. n yg paling aku suka:
1. HEAVEN IS NOT (Marcell, Ost Andai Ia Tahu)
--Gila.. enak banget tau iramanya! agak2 akustik n R&B, lebih enak dari versi indonesianya. (kayak makanan aja enak hehe)
2. KOPI DANGDUT (Fahmi Sahab)
--- hihihi... ini lagu dangdut yg paling bisa 'masuk' ke telingaku. jadi inget masa2 KKN euy..

Kala kupandang kerlip bintang nan jauh disana..

sayup terdengar melodi indah yang menggema

serasa kembali gejolak jiwa mudaku

karna tersentuh alunan lagu, irama kopi dangdut

api asmara yang dahulu pernah membara

semakin hangat bagai ciuman yang pertama

detak jantungku seakan ikut irama

larut terlena oleh pesona, alunan kopi dangdut

irama kopi dangdut yang ceria

menarik hati menjadi gairah

membuat aku lupa akan cintaku yang telah lalu!

taaaaaaaaaaarrrriikk maanngg! yiha....

$oundtrack

untuk episode kehidupanku kali ini...

Burung Camar.. tinggi melayang

bersahutan.. dibalik awan

membawa angan-anganku jauh meniti buih

lalu hilang jatuh di lautan

Kubahagia.. tiada terperi

indah nian.. dekap jiwaku

tak kenal duka derita tak kenal nestapa

ceria penuh pesona

tiba-tiba tertegun hatiku tersentuh

perahu kecil terapung nelayan tua disana

tiga malam.. bulan tak bersinar.. langit mendung walau tak bermega..

tiba-tiba.. kusadari lagu burung camar tadi

cuma kisah sedih nada duka hati yang terluka

tiada teman.. berbagi derita.. bahkan untuk berbagi cerita

BUrung camar.. tinggi melayang.. bersahutan.. dibalik awan..

membawa angan-anganku yang tadi melayang

jatuh dia dekat di kakiku

My footprint..

ketika hari turun senja
ketika rembulan pun tiba
kau ada dimana.. kau berada dimana..

ketika malam pun berwarna
dan yang lainnya pun berdansa
kau ada dimana.. kau berada dimana...

mungkin diriku bagimu tak ada artinya oh tapi.. kuingin sebaliknya
kuharap kau disisiku bila hatiku merindu
tapi... kau tak kan pernah tiba jua...

kala hati terpecah dua
air mata terjatuh sudah
kau ada dimana.. kau berada dimana..