LIfe is a choice...

this is what my Dad's sayin...
"Analoginya ya... kamu itu udah akad nikah.. ada cowok laen mo nglamar. YA GAK MUNGKIN DITRIMA TOHH!!! Itu goda'an... akhirnya tetep harus memilih satu.. dan ya emang harusnya satu!!!"
I said : "Huh... jadi malah bingung ya kalo harus milih..
Dad : "Yang enak itu.. kalo tawaran nya cuman satu. pilihannya cuman satu. keputusanmu cuman satu. analoginya ya.. pacar satu, dan suamimu ya satu tho ndukkk... :D"
I said : " Yea.. life has been complicated. we must simplify it.."
Dad : "juz like your mother when she was choosing me"
*gubrakzz*
hwakakakakaka
I like doing this analogical things with my Dad...
and this time must be worth enough, coz maybe it would be very difficult for us to have a talk n go joking together. well... I have to grow anyway...
aahh... Cikarang.. here I come!!!

another talking.., when we were talking bout someone that fail to achieve what he want...
" Seharusnya jangan pernah menutup pintu untuk segala kemungkinan yang terjadi. just be open! kita tidak pernah tau kemana nasib membawa kita. justru pada saat kita mulai menutup, kita sedang menutup pintu nasib yang akan mengantarkan pada berbagai keberuntungan dan hikmah"
and I juz manggut manggut... :D

aaahh.. i'm gonna mizz him.. gonna mizz this town..
looking backward... i'm gonna mizz all my friend in jogja...

back to the topic.. CHOOSING!
well.. i juz feeling a lil sorry.. why do all this choices come together? justru pada saat lagi desperate2nya dan hampir bunuh diri (xixixi... sok hiperbolis) gak ada yang nawarin??????!!! besok musti ngadepin PT KG yg minta jawaban kepastian. huh.. sudahlah... gimana cara nolak yg halus dan terhormat? I was remembering time when i strugle to enter KG. and now... rejection process... that's annoying anyway...